“Sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.” 

It was kind of a bad day for me today.I woke up to the nagging of my mum and she just had to go on and on.I really hate it whenever she does that.Can’t she just keep quiet for a moment on a Saturday morning?!

What made me felt like blogging today was cause of what happened in the mall today.I was walking alone in the mall with my earphone plugged in and was having some things on my mind.It was that moment when an accident almost happened.I wanted to take the escalator to the basement then by accident i walked into the one which was coming up and both my legs were already on it and i totally felt i was already falling off and may just roll down the escalator.Luckily,this man from the back pulled me back towards him and asked if i was alright.I really got to thank the man for that pull of his!I may not be able to blog right now if i was to roll down that escalator at the mall.This incident just kept me thinking of what would have happened instead if i really fell and rolled down that escalator just now.It has been bugging me till now.I really felt as if i may die and there were certain flashbacks right at that moment!

Till now,i am still thinking of what i saw in those flashbacks.There were so many people in it.Really wonder who will turn up at my funeral if i die.In my life,i got so many friends but really few i can trust.You guys should know who are you!:) Besides that,i was thinking if i were to fall and die just now,how many things i would want to tell to everyone!:( I feel that in my life itself,there were so much regrets and so many things i could do and say but never had the courage to do it.I really felt as if i will die right at that moment just now and there were so much things left undone and unsaid.From now on,i just really got to cherish my life and all the people around me much more!:’)

Though i did not fell from the escalator just now,it really made me think a lot.What if i really fell and just leave like that?What will happen to my family and friends?I really wonder:( 

I just got to say i really love and cherish everyone i know!:’) Sometimes if there is really anything you want to do for and say to your loved ones,don’t hesitate cause they may just leave your side any moment.

Keep smiling!:)

It had been a really long 11 days of my year 2012!:’) There were so much that was going through for the past 11 days that i hardly had any time to spare.Everything seemed to all be in a rush for me!Finally right now,i can really relax and think through!:) I really got to take every little things slowly right now and make sure i am on the right track!:)

I really got no idea where i should start right now but shall just type whatever that comes to my mind.It had been almost a year since i started training with Temasek Polytechnic(TP) Badminton Team.Thinking back when i just started training,all i had in mind was to just keep myself fit cause TP badminton team is just too strong so i never thought of making it into the team.All i wanted was to treat badminton as an exercise.But everything turned out so different.As the days went by,I found my fighting spirit once more and it kept pushing me to seek for higher goals.Slowly,i found myself training and pushing harder.From exercise,i started getting so many chances to represent TP for competitions and even got to go to Thailand for an immersion trip.All these was never in my plan at all!Till today,19/1/12,i finally know what i really wanted!!:) ALL I WANTED WAS TO KEEP PUSHING MY LIMITS AND FIGHT FOR EVERY CHANCE TO PLAY FOR THE SCHOOL!:) In my first year in TP,i got both POLITE and IVP CHAMPIONS!!!:)) I never even thought of making it into the team when i first started joining.Training with the TP team allows me to find back all my confidence and fighting spirit!:) 

For the past 11 days,it was non-stop of badminton training and physical training!The whole team had to keep pushing one another through all the drills,multiples and physical training.It was the whole year of training that made us what we are,Champions,today!:)) All the shouting at one another to keep going on during training to make sure we push our limits is really the motivation we got!:) Everything paid off with the results we want!!:) I knew i was not the main player for the IVP and had to keep reminding myself that i still made it into the team and i should train harder to become a main team player!:) I DEFINITELY WILL!:) But what really made my day was that my name was in the line-up for the finals!:’) Though i did not get to play but at least i knew i was still important to the team!:) I will definitely train so much harder and make sure that TP will always be Champions and be the team that every other team fears!:) Rock it on TP!:)

Cause of the ongoing competition and projects i had to rush,i hardly had any time to rest and keep track of the things around me:( I kept forgetting alot of stuffs and kept falling asleep in lessons too.I felt really really tired for the past 11 days:( Sometimes i really got no strength to keep reminding myself to go on,all i knew i was to keep my body fit and so i train and train and train.Nothing else was in my brain.Now its time to think back!:)

I really got to thank Gerald and Novi for always coming down to support me whenever they can,THANKS SO MUCH!:D And also Weiyuen,KaiJun,Enhui,Kian Tong and Gerald doing so much for the project too!:) Thanks so much to Jian Xiang and Yong Chuan for macro project too!!:D AND GLADYS for bringing so much laughter to everyone of us!:) Really wanna thank you guys alot alot!:D XIE XIE NI MEN!:D

Lastly,i just wanna say SORRY to this person for not paying attention to her for the past 11 days:( We texted so much so much in the past but for the past 11 days,we texted so so little and i did not do anything about it:( Everything seems to be going the wrong way all of a sudden!Sometimes we texted only like 5 messages a day.I am really sorry and i promise it won’t ever happen again k?:)) It was till last night when i knew something were wrong and i just could not sleep.It was when you told me you felt lonely,it seems like a hard knock on my head to wake me up!:P I glad it did!:’) I thought we would just text lesser and lesser till we won’t talk anymore:(( I felt really afraid actually but i did dare to and tired to do anything about it:(( I am sorry!:( When i hear your voice after such a long time last night,i knew i could never stop talking to you cause i just want to be by your side to make sure you are happy!:D I AM REALLY GLAD AND HAPPY THAT WE ARE BACK TO WHAT WE ARE IN THE PAST!!:)) I knew it when you were the first person i want to let you that i was in the line-up for the final!!:)) Cause i always love sharing things with you and i am sure i will always continue to share all the little things with you too!:)) You got to share it with me too k?:D keep smiling!:)))))))

To end it off,a song to share!:)

Today my life begins-Bruno Mars

I’ve been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart’s been done so wrong
I wondered if I’d ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (Ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins,
a whole new world is waiting It’s mine for the taking,
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
and I’ve learned how to leave it where it is
and I see that I was wrong
for ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me,
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins

life’s too short to have regrets
so im learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins,
a whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me,
leave the past behind me, today my life begins,
a whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins,
today my life begins…

link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJ0uYpzf5XU

Its time i put the past behind me once more and start setting new goals and work towards to them!:)) And also that i know things will only definitely become so much better for everyone us!!:D Keep smiling,ESPECIALLY YOU!:) Remember not to let those tears fall that easily!:) And also that you are never alone!!:))

RT @YouaretheApple: 有人说恋爱最美的时期，就是暧昧不清的阶段……